I still believe in miracles

[istherehope]

Thanks Sep,

Still hanging out at the office to avoid my house...

Tomorrow I fly to Paris, since I'll be working there all day Monday. I won't have any time in Paris though, as I'm staying in a suburb by the MBA campus :(.

You're right, I worry so much about H's feelings. I just have never seen him like this, and it really tears me up. He still thinks (or at least says) that most of this has to do with me or with marriage in general.

Alright, I won't email him about Thursday again, but I do think he may express annoyance with me, and I am tired of dealing with that.

This is a strange time for me, and you and Daisy are both right that I've bent over backwards for H. I mean I am flying back and forth between loads of cities, just to avoid a day in Dublin here and there and protect his feelings. Problem is he has no clue that this has been a sacrifice, and I certainly can't tell him this. It just kills me that he can't see reality, and at this point this does impact everything I do. Well, back to Dublin on Thursday in any case!

Thanks for checking in on me...

ITH