H is seeing OW again. Saw that he went down to visit her at 1130pm last night (Via his EZ PASS on his car). He is supposed to be here helping me set the house up to get it up on the market. His phone is off (it is NEVER off) and I left him a message to see when he is coming over and if he wanted to grab some lunch first (trying to make him feel a little guilty). There is nothing I can say.
I want to say, "you are such and effing tool. I want to say, "I can't believe I allowed you to use me as a crutch." I want to say, "I may be able to forgive you for the pain you caused me. But I will never forgive the fact that you put zero effort into saving our marriage."
H & I, both 32, together since 18. *M 7/03, A since 9/06. Bomb 7/07, H ended it w/ OW 9/08 * Agreed to D 6/09...very hard *D 8/10 * At peace, have become great friends w/ X-H and his new GF
