Hang in there Corey, love the name by the way. We are all here to support you. Through all the trials you have been through you can get through this. (((Corey)))
Thanks Yenko, I'm trying. I've just been really emotional the last couple of days and its starting to get to me. I may have really screwed up, but frankly I don't really care either. Since the birth of this child looms on the horizon, I need to get a settlement agreement in place with my LS. Technically I don't have to show H anything and let him get his copy in the mail, but because I am trying to do this the "right" way, I aked/told him about it tonight. I said that with a "good faith agreement" in place with the courts that if/when the troll files for CS, it would show that he is already paying x amount of $$ a month for his other kids, it would work in his favor. And he seemed agreeable to it. Then because I have had such a problem biting my tongue these last few days, I had to throw in that it would also be for my protection and he went freakin' ballistic. Why did I need to do that? Hasn't he put the $$ in the account like he said he would? He didn't have to buy me a battery but he did, etc... If all I cared about was the $$ and "ensuring" that I get what "I'm supposed to" then thats what I would get. So I said that I understand that, but if things change with her and he yelled, "I don't give a F*** about her!" and hung up on me. So being the glutton for punishment that I am, I called him back and he kept saying, "fine, get it ready, I'll sign it." Then he tells me, "you're paying for it." and hung up again. I didn't bother calling him back. At first I felt bad, then I got mad, then I had it explained to me that he probably felt like I was calling him a liar and it made him mad, but I would also think that he could understand my position. Just because he says something today, doesn't mean that in 3 months time that it will still hold true. If its in place, its not going to affect him if he should actually come home. It would probably be to his benefit. If he chooses to stay with her, then nothing changes. I understand being called a "liar" would make you upset, but its the truth. It really wasn't my intention, but I'm assuming thats how he took it. Anyway, he said at the time he would sign it and if he doesn't, I can still file it anyway. WTF? What does he expect?
M:39 H:39 K:S14;D8 T:22yr M:15yrs S:12/28/07 EA/PA 3/14/08 OW preg 11/17/08 born 12/12/08 his ~~~~~~~ Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option
