I drink the cheapest tequila they have in the well But, not any more.
KK, I know that I'm not 20 any more, but, I had 10 drinks in 2 hours back in July and I wasn't as drunk that night. However, the hangover was far far worse.
Here is how things have gone with my W.
We set up the fish tank for my son and his new blue beta fish. Then, she asked to see the divorce petition. When she was done reading it, I asked her if we were sure there was no way to fix things. She was as ambivalent about the divorce in its' reality as I am. We talked through a bunch of things. Yes, she got involved before we filed, but, she also waited to file at my request. Yes, she was out chasing attention and external validation, but, I suppose that's what I've been up to in going out. So, we talked and I listened to her and it's strange, but, I feel like I started to really be friends with her for the first time yesterday and more so today.
The punch line is that if we can build a relationship together it will have to start from zero. So, for now, we are tentatively planning on filing the divorce petition and behaving like we are divorced, but, open to things working out between us again. We may find that along the way we are both sure that we do want to divorce and we may find that we don't want to divorce yet and we may find that we don't want to divorce at all. Only time will tell, but, at least there is a chance.
But, not any more.