I am just frustrated. I don't want to be back to last spring. I feel like we are falling backward instead of going forward. Miscommunication, crabbiness, me holding in what I think, him holding in what he thinks, these are not steps forward.
I am going to simmer for awhile as I don't really know what I want to do next. I am sure H will come in at midnight and want to go right to bed as he will have been on and off of planes for 9 hours...
