You guys are the best. Thankyou for being here- I really appreciate it.
So, it's a little late for me to call him- I'm at least half an hour away from anywhere we could meet for a drink. I should have done it earlier- it IS what I'd do for a friend. Although he's not really my friend. maybe I can ask him if he wants to go for a drink tomorrow since I'll be at work (he may not be though).
Mishka- I see what you're saying about him being low and me being vulnerable. I wouldn't let anything happen for those reasons, but you're such a good friend to point it out and look out for me.
Naej- I'm so glad you posted to me. I'm very happy to see you and very glad to hear your thoughts. To me, the fact that you post says to me that you're someone who wants to pass on their experience and I think that's a very caring thing to do. Thankyou for visiting me. I understand what you mean about moving on and not waiting for a closed door to open, and I want to touch CEOs hand- it's so tempting to do it. Until today when I felt so sad that he felt sad I don't think I realised that I must care about him at least a little.
Sunshine- the era of man and woman...who knows! He wasn't flirting when we were speaking today. But he was vulnerable at times and I guess I shouldn't expect an alpha-male display under all circumstances. I guess we'll see when he's not my actual boss any more whether there was something more to all the flirting.
OK, so I sent him an e-mail to tell him what I'll get done this weekend. And I also said that I hoped he was OK and I'd enjoyed getting to know him and working for him this year.
Thankyou guys. It's so great to be able to post and know you're here.