I just need to vent

[Livin4ME]

Hi guys...I just need to vent here. My story is long...I'm sure some of you have read my posts. So I won't go into it here. I've decided enough is enough and I will be WAW very soon. There are just some issues preventing me from doing that currently. H is stil living at home. No one really knows what is going on but us. We're fine when we're around people, but at home it's like a huge purple elephant sitting with us. I'm playing the role of being the loving W because I still need him here right now. I know, sounds crappy, but it's what I have to to do to prepare myself for my future as a single mother of 2.
Anyways...the reason for my vent....H has to work late last night...that's fine. Afterwards he tells me he's gonna grab a few beers. Ok. I watch some tv, then go to bed. Around 3am, I get a great phone call from the OW. She's informing me that she wants to leave her apartment and my H wont let her. She just wants to leave, blahblahblah and my H has her keys and won't let her. She wants me to text him, call him, do something to get him to give her the keys and let her go. I ask if she is done. She says yes, she's been done for a long time. She's done. I interupt her, No, I tell her, are you done with what you're saying right now? I don't even remember her response because I was still half asleep. And I hung up the phone. H finally texts me at 5am telling me, everything is fine, he's on his way home, he's so sorry. I told him ok. He says I deserve so much better than him. I told him we could talk later, just be careful. He says, what's there to talk about, he's an A**hole. I just told him to be careful driving.
Rewind to last week, she is informing me that she can't help it, she fell in love with him before she found out about me. Obviously, he lied about me when they met and then she found out about me about 2 months later.
So this is my vent. I'm still sticking with my plan. I just have to get this out cuz it's driving me nuts and I don't wanna talk to anyone else about it.
Thanks for reading...any encouring words, if there are any, are appreciated.