Did I screw up?

[Superstar]

I never got a phone call or email back, but she did swing by the house this morning to drop off some of our sons stuff since it is my week with him.

She was very standoff-ish, wouldn't sit down or get near me at all.

We talked a bit about her medical condition but she really was very detached about it. Still...no emotion. She even said "I guess it is a good thing I am done having kids" without batting an eye...my delaying in wanting more kids is very likely responsible for where we are now. The fact we don't have more kids kills her and I know it (now).

Anyway, I was completely unsatisfied with the conversation so I called her about an hour later and asked to talk. I know...bad idea.

The conversation was pretty good. I told her "When we speak, I sense a lot of anger from you which makes it hard for me to be friendly...would you tell me what I did to make you so angry with me?" I mean...SHE cheated on ME, what does she have to be angry about?

Anyway, she told me that she doesn't trust me or my words. Her quote was "when you talk, I think it is all b*llsh*t".

Again, SHE cheated on ME, but SHE has trust issues? Wow...

I'm thinking of making the first move towards a better R by taking her at her word that she won't have anyone over while I am gone and letting her stay in the house. We can never be friends without trust, so I think me extending the first trust would be a good idea.

Yes/No?