You sound strong and full of conviction. I am not sure why you can not look her in the eye though. I am the complete opposite. I wonder if that is just anger. In my case, I do get a little angry at times when I think of how my W has acted in the last year and a half. For my D7 and for myself I have decided to work very hard at being her friend. I guess I have not put down the rope...that day will come.....
