I am sorry you are feeling so down. I will be thinking about you tomorrow. Next month will be my second anniversary without my H. It does bring back many memories.
I do believe that your ex will be thinking about you also. I don't know how they don't. Try to keep yourself busy tomorrow and pray when you need to.
God Bless
Me: 46 H:44 Together: 25 years Married: 20 years Separated: 11-30-06 Divorced 12-21-07 OW: EA began 2005 PA began end of 2006 3 children,20, 16, 6 ex asked for forgiveness 01/16/11