Thanks H4H, stupid is pretty much how I feel too. I feel stupid for putting myself through this. I feel stupid for thinking that there could be a chance for us. Mainly I just feel stupid because in the end I still love him...don't know why, but I do and it makes me so sad because its obviously not reciprocated. Or not in the way I need it to be.
Yeah, well join the club. I'm right there with you. I think most of us are!!! Or just maybe intensely loyal, optimistic people that take our marriage vows seriously? Nah, you're right, I'm stupid! Karen