Exactly Ready. I read that if we want to feel love in our lives, we first have to ofer it out. The challenge was to smile at as few as 50 strangers in a week. Not fake smile, but genuine smiles and to be kind and gratious to EVERYONE who enters our lives, even if it is only for 5 seconds. That is what I have been doing these last couple of weeks. I have also been keeping a gratitude journal...it has helped me to see where I am so fortunated and blessed.
You know what, everyday I have so many people smiling back at me that it makes me feel like it is a wonderful world and a great day. Now, if I could only feel that way about STBXH....but, it is only because I had a weak moment here lately and have not completely detached. This is my baggage, not his. He is living the vida loca. Not my concern, and the quicker I live by that the better. Thank you wise one.
Broken Hearted ------------------ Me - 36 H - 37 S - 8 Married - 1992 ILYNILWY - August 2007 Moved Out - March 2008 OW Revieled - May 28, 2008 Filed for D - July 2, 2008
