Thanks for the support. I do think the birthday part went well.
I've been doing too much thinking and I don't feel much of anything but a huge weight pressing down on me.
Time to bust out the PMA and just keep going. I'm trying to practice "dark" I'll get it right eventually. My spark of hope is still there...Small but there.
Me:34 W:31 d's 5 & 10 M: 5 years, T: 8, Bomb1 3/8/08,#2:3/28/08 Asked 4 D:4/19/08, discovered PA 5/8/08,W moved out 6/30/08 W pregnant by OM: 2/17/08