Thanks Kat. Today has been kinda hard for me. I have been really stressed here at work. Then I go home and do homework with the kids and get them situated and into bed, then do my homework until late. I feel like I'm a hampster stuck on a wheel, constantly running but not really getting anywhere. I'm just kinda Boo Hoo and emotional today. Nothing major, but sometimes the enormity of what has happened just hits me and I think, "Wow!" I guess this all started about this time last year, so maybe thats it. The realization that he has now been involved with her for a year... I don't know, I'm just sad and lonely.
Suga, same for me. Been about a year when I finally figured it out. At this point, not really sad. I think I feel more stupid more than anything. I'm a little lonely, but not too much. I'm back at the point where I just want to say F it. Let her do what she is going to do. I'm not waiting anymore. Just gonna take life as it comes and enjoy the the things that I can.
Feel better.
Me 47, WW 38 SS18, D15, D10
Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08
"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."
