You are a great lady with alot of blessings. I was told to write down all my blessings/positives recently. When you have that reminder in front of you, it helps take away the boo hoo days.
All, the pumpkins aren't that difficult to create. They sell books of them in the halloween sections at the store. It's a stencil that you put on the pumpkin, use an included tool to dot all around the stencil and then cut it out. Voila! Awesome pumpkins!