I still believe in miracles

[istherehope]

So just another very quick update. I'm at the house now, cooked a quick dinner which I'll leave around and H can have when he gets home if interested. I did the dishes and will feed the dogs. Doing chores is a 180 for me.

I sort of wanted to just hang out and relax. It is soooooo good to be in my home. I connected my laptop to buy a plane ticket, and within minutes H had IMd me about feeding the dogs. He's in class. I was nice back, then didn't feel like dealing with it for some reason, so signed out. Well we both use Skype, and I'm automatically signed in in my laptop. He wasn't online, so thought it would be fine to stay signed in. Not 10 seconds after I signed out of my other IM, he wrote me on Skype. Just wanted to ask me if I'd seen some show he gave me. I told him I had no time to do anything at my conference.

Just sort of thought his contacting me so much like that was weird. For all intents and purposes he wants me to be part of the household in terms of taking care of the pets and chores, yet just not be here all the time. It's very odd. Anyway I am more exhausted than I have been in months. I actually think I'll sleep through the night and am so excited to just go lay down in our bed. Sep--in true Secret style I'll lay on my side of the bed, and will also start putting a few very small things on my dresser.

ITH