Friends, I am not feeling very good today. I had a bit of a back slide this morning.
Things with H had been improving, up until a couple of days before his birthday. Then I started to see some of his MLC behavior again. Well, we forged thru his b'day, but I could still sense a change. The individual incidents have been outlined in my posts, but I was semi-uneasy and could not quite put my finger on it. I guess just lots of little things.
I knew that the EA's H had been calling him and thought that maybe he was having some convos with her again. Well, he is not talking to the EA, but he has been making and receiving calls to another woman. Note sure who she is, but the days and times insure that it is not work related. The duration of the calls are all pretty brief, he calls her, and then she calls him right back. 1 and 2 minute calls each. I have a very bad feeling about this. I don't mind telling you that I am scared.
Most of us are about as happy as we make up our minds to be.
