Not sure either. I always thought that it was going to be easier with her still in the house. It was actually a relief when she left. No more disrespect with her being in the house and having an OM.

But the game has changed dramatically. She stopped being "married" about a year ago. I have to drop my rope with her.

When she came and sit with D6 and I on the sofa yesterday, before we both started tickling D11 and S14, she started to whisper to me that she now knows that her ex is no longer working. Thats why she is no longer getting child support. I whispered back if that is what she found out through the Attorney General. She said yes. We said a couple more things concerning the child support.

Just be friends and live our separate lives? Some day, our planets may align again, but then they may never again.

Back off? Can I do it? And to what extent? I care too much for her.

I'm again getting to that point that I WANT to move on. Life is too short and I'm not getting any younger.

I've got WAY to much to offer.
Day by day. He will lead me where I'm supposed to go.


Me 47, WW 38
SS18, D15, D10

Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08

"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."