Thanks Upside. It's nice to know that there are a couple of you who check in on me. I'm feeling my DBing circle on here shrinking and sometimes I really need the support. So, thank you again.

I'm so glad things are looking up for you and your h!

I have been feeling better the last couple of days. Some days I am just ruled by my hormones! Also, I have been trying to think positive again. I have gotten off track a bit, not focusing on myself, just trying to push through the days.

We have been going to C every 3 weeks or so, which I know is not often enough It's hard to fit it into our schedules (mainly his). We went last week and I was very disappointed. H spent so much time talking about minutia (sp?) having to do with some of the house projects he's been putting off. I think he's avoiding talking about the big issues. We discussed it after the C session and he agreed that we need to make better use of our time there. I'm tired of feeling like I'm wasting my time and money on C.

We also talked about reading the 5 LL book together. I'm re-reading it now and I'd like for him to read it too. He said he would. We'll see.


me- 42
H- 51
married 11 years
D-9, S-9, D-3

bomb 4/07
h moved out 8/07
h moved back 4/08