Need damage control. I saw H outside at work today. Had conversation about work then D15 and so on. Was going fine till H says anything that I can do for D let me know. And then I wreck it by saying I wish you would come home and try. And of course a tear slips out. I am mad at myself. H of course says nothing because I think he is planning on going out with OW tonight because he mentioned he has not been out all week (yeah because he has been at my house) and was probably going to go out. Then I get back to my desk and H calls me (this is difficult because we work together) and talks to me about a power cord he got so I could keep his. So I tell him sorry about outside and H says well I know you get emotional and all. And I say (train wreck), well I feel that we will never be able to get back on track because of your outside interests. Of course he says well that is what you think and I say well it just is not me it is with your girls also. As long as that is out there you are distracted from where you should be. aaaaaaaaaggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhh Should I just ignore this and carry on. I have been SO good about OW and today it was bad.
T2L, we are rooting for you. How could you not have a good time at Disney. Wonder what OW is doing...teehee. Make sure you take some pictures of the whole family so when/if you send a letter to OW you can include the happy pictures.
Me 53 H 50 D16, D29 M 22 years bomb 7/08 INH - alien pod replaces H 8/08 - OW (direct report), I work there also bomb II - H moves 10/1 expose ow 10/22 D to be final 9-09
