God give me the patience and the strength...7

[theotherhalf]

I went back and read my last post and it sounds pretty pathetic...


I am not saying I want to be with my H because I cannot live without him...In no way. I am a smart, strong woman. I work hard. I know with everything in me that if we end up D I WILL be just fine. I will do whatever I have to. If I have to move, I will. Just don't know where yet. I already have been keeping eyes/ears open to finding a better paying job. But I like my current and don't want to change, but will have to if we D as I don't make enough money. Life will go on no matter what happens between H and I. There was a time I really didn't think I could survive without him. But that passed a long time ago.

I have been though so many hardships in my life and came out the otherside just fine. I've learned alot over my years and the biggest lesson is that I can go through ANYTHING and be okay. But I know what I WANT out of life and I will work as hard as I can to get there. Like I always have before...