Well H finally moved into the other house. Last night was the first night the kids were with him, tonight also, then I get them for the weekend. H has been a bit crabby the last few days, expressing concerns over me keeping up the house, and if the kids rooms are clean or not. Silly stuff really, wonder why he is all up at arms over this stuff.
Did a bit of backsliding yesterday after a text message, felt like he texted so he didn't have to talk to me, he said "don't do this, I am not avoiding you, blah blah blah.."
I am still feeling pretty low, although yesterday during the day went better than previous days.
I am super tired, not sleeping well, waking up several times a night. I think maybe I will take a bit of help tonight and see if I can't sleep a bit better. Have an exam friday so I need to study today and tonight.
Me 41 H 42 DD 11 DS 8 M 18 bomb 8/3/06 separating 9/18/08
