I did kinda stress today because it felt urgent but I do have time and it will come to me as I go. I will definatly see what my counselor has to say about it. Although that worries me a little as I am not sure if she knows about DBing or not.
You are right about the housing situation. I am going to do what I want and if he wants to be a part of it he is going to have to make some sacrifices. In a weird way I think he is holding onto these things as a matter of principle, like just wanting to be stubborn. But since he brought up the idea in the first place it must be something he really does want. So no more stressing about that either. I am going to go out and get some more apps tomorrow too. I want to keep the second job close to the first so it is easier commute wise. He moved to this area once, he can, and probably will do it again. It's just hard to feel like you are not the priority. I guess it all goes back to my need for security.
We have talked a little today. He was supposed to be out with friends tonight but just texted me to say he was home watching a show we like. I said "thought you had a game tonight" and he said "meh" Don't know what's up with that. Whatever.
Well I'll be back tomorrow morning to let y'all know how counseling goes.
