Hi Sandi, it's Mr Fix It. I haven't written in a long time, my post is gone, have to start a new string. The marriage is gone. I've been in the dumps for a long time. Having trouble getting out. Still seeing a therapist once a week, but I'm not doing my homework for her. My mind is still with my W even though she is taking off for 5 days with OM starting tomorrow. I told my son about my feelings about his mom not coming back and you know what he said, "I knew she wasn't coming back". Boy was I shocked, he knew and I didn't. I really felt stupid for not seeing it. I apologize for rambling in you thread, I just didn't know where to go except here. The bad thing about telling you this is that it brings out my emotions but I always hold them back just before they come out. The tears are there, the runny nose is there, but I won't cry. I just can't let it out. What I really need is a HUG from you Sandi. You have been there for me so much. Thank you, got to go. Just wanted to say Hi, I wish I had better news.
