I've changed my prayers around through this whole mess. Now I have landed on "Please help me keep my kids healthy and happy." I figure that covers me too, since I'll be happy if they are happy.
(((HUGS))) Jeff. This stuff is hard core difficult and painful.
Funny, I used to hate the dreams where H cheats on me. Now I welcome them, because the reconciliation dreams are awful. So hard to wake up and start the day knowing its not happening.
