God give me the patience and the strength...7

[theotherhalf]

not going out and pushing for something you do NOT want is absolutely NOT putting off the inevitable

How do I know that Bill? Isn't it just keeping us both stuck in this limbo? How do I know that he isn't absolutely sure he wants the D, but doesn't want to deal with it, doesn't want to stop farming, doesn't want the reprocutions of a D? These all the thoughts that goes around in my head these days. It's been almost 18 months and we are still no closer to D or R. I know, I know "patience" but come on...One of us has to wake up one of these days...

ACTIONS speak far louder than words

That's what I keep telling myself but I am starting to wonder if I am just as crazy as he is. That maybe his actions are telling me something that is not really true. That maybe I am seeing things I only WANT to see...

(because then he will - and you won't like it).

I know Bill, but I don't remember this until AFTER I push...