The Bumpy Road to Recovery #2

[Jayce]

Ahhhh, yesssssss, my little chickadees, the 30 year old body indeeeeed! Jayce here, and you know how old mine is.

First and foremost: if either of you smoke, for the sake of your necessary um-abilities-stop it right now!!!! Forget about your lungs & your heart! Those tiny little blood vessels that nicotine wrecks aren't only in your heart, brain & lungs. Guess where else?? Uh huuuuuh. It took a really long time for that to affect my H. First came the heart attack & he still didn't really quit. Sneaky devil. Came across a book, I think its "the hardness factor" or something similar. Can't miss it, white cover w/wide bright red band around the middle. It'll be in the 613. section of the libe. A good diet & exercise aren't just for your hearts. Start now; in only 13 yrs you'll be 60. (And who says a SSW doesn't still have her sense of humor?)

Given my situation of an LD H, the lack of his "being happy to see me" without manual stimulation is not exactly reassuring even tho I know its age more than anything. I keep thinking his brain's not into it since that's where the whole thing starts, right? Have discovered, tho, that some time spent watching a little porn helps. (No, it doesn't make me feel inadequate. I kinda like it, too. The right camera shots....) Not a complete fix, but a good start. We did this once in awhile years ago. Why did we stop? Who knows. Kids were at their dad's every other weekend. Did you ever have dinner nude? Oops. TMI, sorry.

Two months of no smoking made a difference in the ED. Three, even more. Libido still very low, but function is way better. Don't use a pill that often which is good since he doesn't like to. I'm guessing it makes him feel inadequate, tho he'd never tell me. It does allow for a more relaxed, fun experience, tho.
Jayce