Moving her from Newbees

[optimistwife]

The dichotomy of it all... We all talk about our thoughts of just throwing in the towel, and then in the next post are getting ready to go out and look our best.

I know exactly how you feel. It so hard having a little bit of what we want, but not being able to have it all. It is soo hard to think about the time when we lived together, were planning our future. Now each day is a surprise, let alone what next year will hold.

I am just starting to contemplate x-mas and whether I will travel home (likely alone?) to visit my family, or stay here? Holidays are hard- and that is just thinking about them!

Well, I hope you have a great night out with your W. Good luck with being playful. Isn't it hard to go back to dating again?