Ok...Well nfortunately I did not get your messages to leave until this morning.
Hubby came over..had a nice hot dinner waiting for him when he got here.
He sat and played and visited with the kids for 1 1/2 hours. I cleaned the kitchen..forlded laundry and talked to SIL on the computer.
I was in another room behind closed doors.
I did not say but maybe 5 words to him the entire time..I thought I did well...
Here is the bad part...
While talking to SIL on the computer i was crying. When hubby came in to leave he said good bye..I did not turn around from my chair so he could see me cry.
He said hey I grabbed this..so I had to turn around (I had leftovers in a container for his lunch today)
He saw me crying said are you ok? Yes He stood there for a minute looking at my back .. walked over and said come here... gave me a hug.. i cried..tried to pull away and he squeezed me tighter.... Then he said I gotta go I said ok bye
nothig more.... He saw me weak....It frustrates me..he knows me and has to inivite himself into my space for a hug..GRRRR....
But guilt must not have been too bad..I have not heard from him today. I have not texted him...yea me!
