O.K., last night my H really messed up. I text him around 7 to say I am cooking a chicken dinner and have a new movie rental to watch if he is interested in coming over.
He said, sure & that he would shower and come over but he said to eat with out him so he doesnt have to rush.
I said o.k. and then he text me back at 8:45 and said "please dont be mad at me, but I want to stay and hang out with ryan for a while longer (his new best friend from his band).
So I said, "no prob, I am planning on going to bed early so I will see ya tommorow night after trivia at 9:00. I didnt really want to go to bed early, but I figured that I wanted to start the movie and I am not going to base my life around waiting for him.
So right away, he calls me back and says he will be on his way if he is still welcomed. I said fine, but I am putting the movie in now.
When he got to my place about 10 min later he was apologizing profusely about knowing that he messed up by dissing me again. He stands me up pretty regularly (esp. on tues nights). So I have decided that I will no longer call him on tues. or cook dinner and invite him over anymore. I will use that night to focus on me.
My H was wasted when he got there last night, he was so disruptive that I had to shut the movie off. He also ended up throwing up several times from too many shots. He is such an alcoholic, and I dont know how to deal with it anymore.
I am going to go out alone tonight to trivia with my friends and I am not going to call him unless if he calls me. This is just ridiculous, I cant keep playing this game. I told him his apology was accepted, but I know deep down that I am no longer going to have any tuesday night plans with my H so that I dont end up feeling let down by him dissing me for his buddy.
So now we are going backwards becuase we will be apart at least two nights a week now instead of just one. AARRGGHHH, TIPPER
