I had the strangest dream last night. H was doing some kind of training in Germany, and we had not spoken. Then I received a message from him telling me to hook up my cam (I don't have one) so he could see me. He told me he still loved me and wanted me to wait for him until he got back from training. I told him I would wait for him forever.

You know when you have those dreams that stick with you and give you some pause to think? Yeah, this was one of those.

Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..