H4H I love my wife. But I COULD move on in a heartbeat. It's the memories that haunt me. When we are together or when I'm alone, all by myself without my kids. Its her ghost that I pine for. The real her now, is broken. She knows she is broken and she hasn't sought any type of council. Spiritually or medically.
I totally understand H4H the memories, if you're like me the glass is always half full and we tend to forget or overlook the bad times and focus on the good. Nothing wrong with that, it just hurts sometimes
boy do I understand what you are feeling
I know everyone is telling you to go dark and back off but you are correct It's about how you feel about yourself and your actions. No one else.
Be prepared for the long haul, understanding what WDID says about how long it took her and everything I've read, it could take years for WAS to come to the realization about what she has done, what she had and gave up. I personally don't think I can wait years in the hope W will wake up. Its going to take a lot of effort and waiting and pain - I'm behind you 100% and I wish you the best. I'll be here cheering you on.
W41 M10.75 years D9, D6, D6, S5 OM confirmed 12/07 merry christmas to me WAM (Walk Away Mom) 05/31/08 W files for D 07/18/08
