Thank you all for being here for me, Puppy, H4H, yenko69, wdid, Kat, Cat, Sara, germ, and everyone else. I continue to keep you in my prayers and if you are reading this I want to tell everyone what a brilliant person Karen is:
When I read what Karen wrote below chills ran down my spine
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I pray too. I used to order God around: bring my H back. Then it was: let me find new love or new R. Now I just pray for me to accept whatever comes and let Him decide what's best for me.
This is totally true, I shouldn't be asking God to do this for me or do that for me or help me or have pity on me me, me, me, me, me, me, God must think I'm a child.
GODS WILL BE DONE That's it no more no less; you are right on the mark Karen
I have so much work to do, I know I can do a better job with the kids, I know I can do a better job taking care of myself a better job taking care of our home and a better job taking care of my friends.
Will continue to do what I did with W this morning, no expectations, she followed me around telling me she couldn't take kids this weekend or next weekend she went into a dissertation about what she has planned, I just said OK no problem, just tell me when you want the kids.
W41 M10.75 years D9, D6, D6, S5 OM confirmed 12/07 merry christmas to me WAM (Walk Away Mom) 05/31/08 W files for D 07/18/08 Amount of time WAM spent with kids so far this month = 0.50 days
