I've been out and about recently. Doing stuff, talking on the phone, being busy. I try and talk to men (the produce department a preferred area.. 'Is that a kumquat in your hand or are you... never mind..')
Today I'll be in NYC seeing a few plays and hanging with my mom and brother. Tomorrow or Friday my mom will be with me til the weekend, then will stay with good friends for a long weekend and be back up here at a hotel with my dad while my brother is with me. My dad is so fragile that he can't go up and down the stairs in my house. It will be very busy for the next ten or so days. My brother is a work horse so we'll be able to get lots of manly stuff done around here.
I try and stay in the present... and succeed pretty well... that is, except when I see my lawyer.
Yesterday I had a meeting with her. I started out good but ended up crying and being upset. While listening to her recommendations my heart schwooms inside.. "But I was married for life!"
Ya know.. it's taking forever to write this.. I keep getting stuck! Arrrrgggghhhhhhhh
*hugs*
I MISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS Ms. Immmmmmmmmmmmmmmppppppppppppppppppp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
