Tonight H took D16 out for dinner and movie. He checked with me and I said great as I was going out ( and i was ). I came home and he was waiting. Did not really ask any questions about where I was but i told him anyways ( I am being an open book - I was the one that cheated ). He stayed about 20min and then left. Still felt cold. I was upbeat but quiet.
I know GAL would be great. I work quite hard, I go to the gym, I get facials and hairdressers and nails done etc. I really dont want to take to much more time out of my families life. I know Am going to have to in order to GAL. I just want to pick something that I will really enjoy and one that maybe will open up a whole new social circle. So I am thinking on it.
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I'll be seeing my kids much more, starting this weekend. Very psyched about that. I already have some good stuff planned.
Thats great. Kids need a dad just as much as they need a mum. Some stages they need a dad more. It is my H involvement and desire to be involved that added to my turn around. Keep that up. It also forces contact of a sort which hopefully, with you, will become more open and freer.
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ps: I don't like the title of your thread!
The reason I title it this, is because I struggled as a new person to Dbing to find someone in my situation. I needed help that minute and i wanted to read someone in the same position as me and could not find anyone. With this title it will draw people who have cheated and we might help them or they may offer advice.
I have since spent some time on this site and have found many in my situation but it took a while. i dont title it as a put down of myself. I know i cheated and I find it shameful but also I accept that it was a bad choice made at a bad time in my M. I am only one of a partnership that failed and it would never of failed if all the ducks had been in the right order.
Tomorrow is another day. H comes to my work to help out at night. We have about 2 hours and possibly a quick dinner out if he does not bring it to me. My business is fun and I busy and I come alive amongst other people. I am a peoples person. I relax and become almost there friend in a short space of time ( friends and support I am not short of )
So this is a good oppotunity for H to watch. This is what drew him to me ( he is not socially apt ) I will have to dress nice again. Could be time for shopping spree.
SPM - Do you make sure you look good ? I watch my H all the time so it is justa s important to us chicks!
