Nice to hear from you again. That's the whole point. She isn't "in love" with me and refuses to let OM go.
It's a no brainer of a decision to make but it is going to take enormous strength to do it. I think I will go back to England where my parents and sisters are and stay with them before I figure out what to do with my life. I came to Sydney in 1999 and met W shortly afterwards. Everything about this town is connected with her in some way and it just tears me apart.
Oh well... I just hope that the adage "time heals all wounds" is true and that I find another wonderful woman some day to love and cherish as my wife - applying all the lessons I've learned from the mistakes of this marriage.
Me: 46 W: 46 T: 23 M: 20 DS12 DD11 DS5
W left: 01/28/08 Discovered OM: 02/26/08 W back for 9 days: 04/08 W returned 05/21/08 EA/PA - 01/08-07/09 W's MLC 2008-2014 (realised this much later)