ACTIONS - NOT words. Words only lead to more confusion for you.
ACTIONS say everything.
He can wait all he wants. YOU don't have to.
GAL. Focus on and take care of YOU. That is your only responsibility in any of this.
(((((Corey)))))
Yep, you are too right. I am doing more of that these days. Its October, which means Halloween which is MY FAVORITE!!!!!
I have already started carving and I am getting ready to decorate the house...so I'm doing stuff for me. I am also doing a wedding this weekend. I only have to take the formal pictures and the ceremony, but it means some extra $$$, which means more Halloween stuff and a payment on my CC for the Kid Rock tickets.
I love that you keep me honest GF. Thats why I said it was strange. I have pinned my heart to too many "words" in the past. Show me the money, yah know? Thats one of the best parts, I don't have any responsibility in this and it makes things so much easier. I have so many less bad days. Right now I'm more stressed out at work than anything, but its good and being busy before was a way to excape and now its just work again. There is no constant drama and upheaval...I like it.
I love that he is working on himself with a C and hopefully he can find the answers to the questions that he has. This is for him and it will only serve him and in turn my kids in the end. Truly, if it doesn't ever work out, its ok. I'm gonna be fine and so will my kids and the world keeps spinning. I still have some hope, but its something that would be way, way...WAY far down the road. Who knows?
M:39 H:39 K:S14;D8 T:22yr M:15yrs S:12/28/07 EA/PA 3/14/08 OW preg 11/17/08 born 12/12/08 his ~~~~~~~ Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option
