just signing in before I attempt to go to work tomorrow. Still feeling bad but a little better.
A couple updates...
H came over (3rd day in a row), came over with sushi for me, and worked in the yard. I asked about helping me find tires for car which he said he would take the car in. Visited with D while she did homework for about 5 minutes and then sat with me for 1/2 hour watching tv show. H left finally. D and I are going to watch his flag football game tomorrow. I am trying to DB, I did say when H was leaving "I miss you" but will change that response next time.
This is sad, I think H is trying to be my friend. I don't need a friend I need a husband.
Hope everyone is doing well. keep posting.


Me 53
H 50
D16, D29
M 22 years
bomb 7/08 INH - alien pod replaces H
8/08 - OW (direct report), I work there also
bomb II - H moves 10/1
expose ow 10/22
D to be final 9-09