WOW! The fear part... It is very natural..... You have been through some very traumatic events...
I am coming up on the second anniversary of the bomb.... We have been Ded for 18 months... Even though I have a new life, I sometimes still cannot believe any of this really happened....
I pray you find God's best in all areas of your life...
RMG
"The bad things in life open your eyes to the good things you weren't paying attention to before." from "Good Will Hunting"