I still have nightmares sometimes too. Always amazes me. A week or 2 ago, I had something like 4 or 5 nightmares about H. Scary!
I pray too. I used to order God around: bring my H back. Then it was: let me find new love or new R. Now I just pray for me to accept whatever comes and let Him decide what's best for me. Is that progress or not I don't know, but I do feel more peace lately, most days anyway.
I do know that even though sometimes I have my bad moments or days, good days seem to be happening more often now, so I think things get gradually better. ((((Jeff)))) Karen
