Hang in there. I agree with with the above. I did let go and had an immediate effect. See what happens from here though. I think you can do it and show her a life without you. She will have to want to come back. If she does not you have a long life ahead of you and enjoy everyday and the beautiful K's. Is it hard yeah, but the next moment may be your last. Not to be morbid, it is just something I think about sometimes with different things that happen at work.
A warrior does not give up on what he loves, he finds the love in what he does
