I guess when i read it......you didn't want her to get the feeling that you are happy away from her and moving on, did you? I guess it sounded that way to me, but maybe it wasn't that way in real life.
You confused me. It DID sound like I was saying that I had moved on or it DIDN'T sound like it?
I wasn't trying to sound mopey to her. I would never want to portray that to her. I want her to believe that I am enjoying my life right now. Alluding to her that there are others that want to spend their time with me. But NOT that I was moving on. My comment to her was "you KNOW how I feel" after her "moving on" comment.
Bringing up the stuff just didn't seem to be the right time. It felt like I want to get her to a comfort level with me again, first, then I can bring it up.
Afterwards, I was afraid like we were talking like I HAD moved on, but I don't think so. Thats why I was saying that I think I messed up. In after thought, I think I said some things that were meant for her to realize that I still feel the same towards her.
Me 47, WW 38 SS18, D15, D10
Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08
"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."
