Just talked to H, on the phone, our car is needing work and I left his number, wanted to know if he heard anything yet.

He told me he is planning on starting to stay at our old house tonight. His sister is supposed to help him move some more stuff over, and then he will be there. I wonder how he will feel about it, he has been staying with his sister since we separated, while I have been alone, of course the kids have been here. Tomorrow he is supposed to have the kids at his place. This makes me sad, seems like another brick in the wall.

I am not sure why I am feeling so down these last couple days, I guess the weekend stuff hit me harder that I originally thought.

Sigh

Me 41
H 42
DD 11
DS 8
M 18
bomb 8/3/06
separating 9/18/08