You said it yourself you are not in a good mood today. Wait till he comes back and dont make any moves you are not sure you can live with (emotionally).
If Dan was fully into this your "problems" would have been solved (the majority at least). You have problems, you are carrying the weight, you are already tired, feeling "abused" and are impatient. All natural and understandable. But, what is your goal? Are you looking for reasons to quit or reasons to hold on to this "try"? K
