ok I am so proud of you for telling the truth. that is something so many of us will never have!! and I see you feel guilt, I pray every single day that my H feels some kind of guilt, and someday will just say I am sorry.
M 36 XH 34 3 children If a house is divided against itself, that house will not be able to stand. Mark 3:25 "your mood swings are giving me whiplash" twilight ALIVE FREE AND HAPPY 2010