Miska, it is a state of mind. I am tired of crying, and being depressed. I am tired of walking on eggshells. I figure it this way, right now, I have nothing to lose. It's already gone, so why not focus on what I have versus what I don't have???
You know, its okay. It is a pattern with him. The thing is, I am getting tired, and angry, at the pattern.
But he is not going to get off that easy. He wants the divorce, fine. But he is going to have to file it. I don't think he really will, because he is so used to having me do everything. Well, this time I am abdicating.
My future looks bright, and I am going to focus in that.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
