No news today which in our case is not good news. But I am still hoping something will change.
I am OK with my xH being ... his usual self. Just realised, this is what he has been doing all the time we were together. I could never lean on him or expect him to get out of his comfort zone to do anything for me or our kids. He called to find out what I "did with the kids". "Gave them for adoption" I replied. he didnt think it was funny. I thought it was...
I am learning everyday. I want more. I want everything. I am selfish, I am difficult, I am me. I like hearing what CEO told Lisa in February. I like feeling appreciated, cherished, supported, loved, wanted, desired, cared for. Too much? Maybe. That's what I want. (I also like Hermes' handbags but that's another story). And you know what? That's what I can offer also...
