Searching for me again

[ACJ]

How cruel the mind can be. It's one thing for another person to try to mess with your head but when it's your own head!!!!!!!!!!!

This morning as I was waking up I was having a very vivid dream (and very intimate) dream about H. These sort of dreams used to give me hope but today............... well I no longer know what to make of it.

Are these dreams God speaking to me or are they the tricks of Satan? I thought I had got past the confusion stage.