Oh frank i am so sorry that you are going through this. I really hope that this is 'the last dagger'; that this is your rock bottom and you can use it to project forward into recovery.

You deserve *so* much more than this.

Go as dark as you can. Take care of yourself.

Nutty x

Be The Greener Grass.


Me 40
H 42
Son 11
Married 15 years.
Left May 2006 after gambling spree
I had EA August 2006
OW Aug 07 after another gambling spree (she will make me happy - stop me gambling!)
I filed for divorce 9th April 2008.