One Last Pull for this Knot to Break

[sleeper]

Trusting,

She tried to set me up about about 6 months ago. I didn't bite. She wanted me to stop by Sat to see this person. I didn't.

I'm not sure if it's to relieve guilt or a self-test to see how she will react. She has commented more than once that she doesn't know what her own reaction will be when I do start dating. I know what her reaction will be. Once she beat on me when she (MISTAKENLY) believed I had gone on a date.

Breton,

Yes it helps tremendously with the stress and whatever else is ailing you. Downside is that if you get hurt and can't continue you experience depression from the endorphin drop, not to mention gaining weight back, your clothes not fitting, etc. I'm climbing out of that hole now.

Lots of contact today. Began with her calling this AM to thank me for needed kidstuff I took to her last night. Ended with me taking kids back to her this evening after kid's activities. She asked me to stay and help get kids bathed and to bed. I did, then left as quickly as possible.

She seems all grateful one minute and irritated the next.

Whatever.